ROUGH WEEK

Yayyyy!! I’m so excited to get the package! I still haven’t got the other one, it’s been at the office but I haven’t been there yet haha but thank you soooo much!! Getting boxes is one of the best things ever! And I’m excited about shoes!! You know me and my love for shoes haha and THANK YOU FOR SEDNING A PEDICURE SET!!!!!!!!! Mom. You have no idea. I just see my feet and just want to die haha they are so gross, then I see sisters feet when they are going home and I want to never walk again. I’m so excited for that haha 

That is so cute she asked you to like a dj page hahaha yeah she’s a dj and a really good one too. I told her when I get married she will go to the untied stated and dj for me. She’s so excited haah she loves being friends with you on Facebook, she’s like yeah me and your mom talk and she’s so cute and loves pictures of our family. She’s so special to me. We got to watch the world cup today bc pday and brazil won Mexico!! So fun! I hope they win the whole thing!! bc then brazil wont sleep for days and it will be a party haha 

this week for me truly had probs been one of the hardest weeks of my life. we had little to no success with people. no one was home or didn’t have time. and to top it all off yesterday with me and sis Romero, I totally broke. we had a loooooonnnngggggg talk and a bunch of the things she’s mad at me for have nothing to do with me? like she doesn’t feel like president knows her personally...um okay sorry but I’m not president. whatever after the talk, today has been normal and good. we have one more week until transfers so I’m just doing my best to love her for this last week. I pray a lot for love haha it was kinda a cool experience yesterday. she was in the bathroom crying and I was sooo lit I thought my head was going to explode, I felt like I had no one to  talk to. I really hit rock bottom. I just got on my knees and prayed. this was an experience I have never had before. that when I am so mad to talk to god. immediately I felt peace. then after my prayer, we talked and it was really good. it was really a sweet experience to see how god will answer a prayer so fast. 

this transfer definitely hasn’t been easy and has been really trialing but I know I can get through it with Christ on my side. this past district meeting president was there, that’s soo not normal and at the end of it he asked if he could speak to me alone. so scary! I was like ahhh what did I do?! he told me that he feels like I’m being held down. that I have so much potential but I’m being strapped down. he told me to prepare for this next transfer bc something big will happen. I asked him what and he said he doesn’t know but he knows that there will be a change with me. I’m super nervous. but I guess we will see. 

also this week I called sis hart and we talked about her coming out with us like how you did. she’s super excited. tonight we have a family night with steaphanya and her and president are coming! it’ll be super fun! I’m super excited.

thanks for all the support, I love you so much and miss you tons. praying this week goes by better 

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-Sister Collins:)